Well, I'm not sure how much time I'll have to write today, my baby is teething again, has had a high fever, and just wants me to hold him 24/7 so I haven't had a lot of spare time the past few days. But things are better than they were the last time I wrote. Some days the hubs really drives me crazy, but I'm sure we all have those days, so oh well :)

Ah so every day, I'm becoming more convinced that I am pregnant, reguardless of the negative test, I just know that I am, and that I'm not crazy. But ahhh, that neg test just threw me for a loop, and made me doubt myself. I'm thinking that I'm probably like 10-12 weeks or so now, which leaves me due in like Dec I think. So I guess we'll see how that all pans out. I'm so torn w/ this whole prego trip, I don't know whether or not I want to say anything to anyone, or just wait. In some ways it would be easier I think, but I guess I'm just afraid that if I do tell anyone, I'll end up not actually being pregnant. You'd think that after being prego 4 times already that I'd know, but oh well, I guess I should just stop dwelling on it, and move on..... but oh it is freaking HARD!! :(

Anyway, so I started this 28 day yoga excercize plan a little over a month ago, and I LOVE it! I'm on like day 31 now, I did miss 3 days, but I'm happy that I've actually kept it up, even after miss a few days. I can't believe how big of a difference yoga has made for me. I've tried a lot of other things, but I just get something different from yoga, my hope is that it will aid me in my path to self discovery, so far, I think it's helping. So I'll keep it up, and I'm sure more good will come from it in the future :)