Seems like the only time I really get on here, is when I need to vent about my husband. And today is no different. I've been getting so intensly infuriated by my hubby lately. All he ever does is sit on the computer, or play his damn video games, and quite frankly I'm OVER IT!!! I'm tired of comming home and having him ALWAYS playing his fucking games. I want a man who actually thinks about me on occasion, and not just to get a piece of ass either, a man who will get up in the middle of the night w/kids, just to let me sleep (even if it's only once a year!?!) The man hasn't worked in over a year, almost never gets up w/the kids, and ya know, I just feel like the only person he really cares about is himself. sure he makes meals, even does the dishes on occasion, but that's just not enough anymore! I feel like the only time he ever makes any kind of effort, is when I give him unlimatums. I'm tired of threats, I'm tired of being angry, and I'm tired of giving, and not getting it back. I need a partner, someone who is loving, and nurturing, and puts his family first... But still this realization does me no good. I have such a hard time, because I just don't feel like I have anyone to talk to. I want to call my sister, she always has good advice, but I know that she already has some serious issues w/him, and wants me to leave him. I'm tired of having to defend him, when most days I just wanna leave. I love him, but at what point is enough enough? I can't keep living this way, it's draining every ounce of love and energy I have, just to keep living this life. Something has GOT to change in a serious way, I just don't know where to go from here....
